The Pain of Love

Life can be full of so much pain,
but you can get through they all claim.
What really hurts are matters of the heart,
when these go wrong they can rip you apart.

They grab you from deep within your soul,
and suddenly you no longer have any goals.
Life doesn't matter much any more,
you've been cut down deep to the core.

Your life's been layed open for all to see,
the anger, the crying and asking why me.
So much pain, how can you heal,
why did you give her your heart to steal.

How can I make it all go away,
maybe a gun can end it today.
But I can't bare to not see her again,
I guess there is just no way to win.

So I sit here in the dark, crying all alone,
oh god, why won't she call me so I can hear her on the phone.
Now the tears have stopped, there are no more to cry,
while I fade into depression as life goes rushing by.

I don't understand why she doesn't love me now,
I can remember when we took a vow.
That we would love each other always,
and to me that includes today.

If she would say she loves me, it would all be fine,
I could take her in my arms and again i'd call her mine.
However it will never be more than just a dream,
and the world won't be right again, this is how it seems.

So I will have to try to take it day by day,
and somehow find myself somewhere along the way.
Right now it seems impossible, no way to come about,
i'm full of pain and bitterness, and also lots of doubt.

They say that I can always give love another try,
but that seems absurd when its makes me want to die.
To be happy in love, your partner you will trust,
it's not open for discussion, this is a must.

So it seems that I may never have a happy home,
and I may be a loner, and all my days i'll roam.
I've heard the stories and I know love can be great,
but be careful that you don't end up alone and full of hate.