The Pain of Love

Life can be full of so much pain,
but you can get through they all claim.
What really hurts are matters of the heart,
when these go wrong they can rip you apart.

They grab you from deep within your soul,
and suddenly you no longer have any goals.
Life doesn't matter much any more,
you've been cut down deep to the core.

Your life's been layed open for all to see,
the anger, the crying and asking why me.
So much pain, how can you heal,
why did you give her your heart to steal.

How can I make it all go away,
maybe a gun can end it today.
But I can't bare to not see her again,
I guess there is just no way to win.

So I sit here in the dark, crying all alone,
oh god, why won't she call me so I can hear her on the phone.
Now the tears have stopped, there are no more to cry,
while I fade into depression as life goes rushing by.

I don't understand why she doesn't love me now,
I can remember when we took a vow.
That we would love each other always,
and to me that includes today.

If she would say she loves me, it would all be fine,
I could take her in my arms and again i'd call her mine.
However it will never be more than just a dream,
and the world won't be right again, this is how it seems.

So I will have to try to take it day by day,
and somehow find myself somewhere along the way.
Right now it seems impossible, no way to come about,
i'm full of pain and bitterness, and also lots of doubt.

They say that I can always give love another try,
but that seems absurd when its makes me want to die.
To be happy in love, your partner you will trust,
it's not open for discussion, this is a must.

So it seems that I may never have a happy home,
and I may be a loner, and all my days i'll roam.
I've heard the stories and I know love can be great,
but be careful that you don't end up alone and full of hate.

Assignment's

She started the night with a long way to go,
most mere motals would be crying no.
With a tough assignment due in multi,
Kristi doesn't even ask why me.

The most amazing person you've ever met,
she's so special with her great mindset.
She just trudges along getting it done,
headed to the finish as if fired from a gun.

She will get it finished don't you fret,
I would wager it all, on her I would bet.
You can't keep up with her, not even on the run,
She'll be done for the weekend and ready to have her fun.

So exactly what i'm saying,
is Kristi, she's not playing.
She's the greatest thing under the sun,
and she doesn't quit until she's won.

The Story of Our Friendship

This is a story about me and my friend,
a story for us that never will end.
It started one fateful, unforgettable night,
when the two of us, talked on skype.

Her name is Kristi, and she is a beauty,
We made her a princess just like in the movie.
Playing a game about tribes and war,
but it's not important to me any more.

The thing is the friendship I found in the game,
is more important than money and fame.
I can tell her anything that's on my mind,
her heart is so pure, and she is so kind.

She is so incredible, simply amazing,
can't find the words, or the right phrasing;
to explain why to me, she is so special,
maybe it's the games, or the way we wrestle.

We do it all from many miles away,
but it doesn't stop us when we want to play.
I think it is more the way we connect,
from our hearts, our souls, and our inner depths.

I think our friendship is so rare,
because it's filled with so much care.
I call her Cuddles, she's out of sight,
I'll always be there with all my might.

We play mybrute, and we play WoW,
she taught me the game when I didn't know how.
Sometimes we might make each other blush,
but playing together is what gives us the rush.

Now I should end this quaint little rhyme,
before I take up any more of your time.
I could talk about Kristi on and on,
Just like the never ending song.

Before I go I must say this,
When she's not here she's truly missed.
We all have days, we feel misunderstood,
but when she's around, everythings good.

I want her to know how much she means,
and with her in my life, how much better things seem.
You are my dear friend, you allways will be,
today, tomorrow, and through all eternity.

Cabin By the Creek

I lay my head down on my pillow,
and close my eyes and go to sleep.
I couldn't help but dream of you,
in a cabin by the creek.

No people to deal with,
no one around.
Beautiful scenery,
not close to town.

A place of happiness for you and I,
a place that feels so very right.
With lots of snuggling and happy times,
I just can't wait to go back tonight.

Tonight when I fell off to sleep,
I went back to that cabin by the creek.
Only now I know so much more,
than I ever did before.

I see the cats and the dog,
a scary movie on tv.
It has a creature in the fog,
that makes you snuggle close to me.

His and her computers are a must,
so our villages don't get turned to dust.
So we can chat while we play,
but sometimes our status will say away.

As we take that time for just you and I,
but now comes dawn and I start to awake.
I'm disappointed its over and let out a sigh,
can't wait for the next journey I take.